Hello, to all. I am new to this .. This is my first Blog. I am a little scared, but i really have nothing to loose at this point. The past few months (aroung November) My life has been a complete dissaster, it is as if nothing can go right. I have lost everything i never had. I am severly depressed,lonley and Lost. I have been reading alot of self help books and trying to help others (by volunteer work), however these have only seemed to be very very temporary fixes. I feel as though i truly need to seek professional help... therapist... life coach....a Docter... someone. However of course such is life and My Luck, I have no Job nor insurance. I feel as though i have hit a brick wall, and dont know where to go for help to deal with my issues.  read more »