I honestly, didn't know what to put my question under so that I may receive input. However, I hope I may be taken seriously.

I was in Jamica with my fiancee. We were suppose to be married but he wanted to wait.  Anyway he had purchased two pairs of jamican beads. one for him and one for me.

Because my clock was ticking because I wanted to get married, I left him.

I lost a great wealth of money, material objects, etc.

We have been dating again now for a year.

Yesterday, there was a computer problem and I was under the desk and found a set of the jamican beads with a cartoon that said love is keeping track of time waiting for him.

I havn't been able to sleep  getting to bed around 3:00 am.

So, my problem is what do I do with these beads.

All advise greatly appreciated.